In Loving memory of my Tiya Gracia Natividad

My Tiya gracia

I close my eyes as I wipe a tear.

I just keep wishing you were still here.

I will hold all the memories deep in my heart.

Through these memories will never part.

I close my eyes as I wipe a tear.

I just keep wishing this pain would disappear.

I didn’t get the chance to say my last good-bye.

   I just didn’t think you could ever die.

  I close my eyes as I wipe a tear.

All of your love I will always hold near.

In my heart and my mind I will never be alone.

  When my time comes......

  I will meet you in heaven!

 WE LOVE AND MISS YOU!

                                                                                                                             c/o © Joan C. Johnson

Tiya gracia passed away from a courageous battle with ovary cancer. She passed on her 71st birthday, a few days ago. It is so hard to say goodbye. I don't know how long it will take for this pain to go away. I know now she is in a better place and free for pain. She will be missed by so many people as she had touched so many peoples lives.Tiya Gracia, if you are looking down from heaven above, please know that I love you and miss you so very much. Rest in peace......

Ic Sajul while watching the tribute video of tiya gracia 

Tsa Saleng tears in heaven...

its hard to say goodbye!

WHEN MY TIME COMES TIYA WE WILL MEET AGAIN

Remebering Kuya Ferdinand "ferdz" Agrez 1977-2011

last dec 5 a tragic dramatic and hysterical call from my mom "rizza, rizza si kuya ferdinand mo binaril" so i run as fast as i can maybe a 3 mins walk from our house and there i saw a dead body, still asking to myself if who is this person eventhough ive heard it right in the first place, why im here... in front of a water refilling station with a carton cover.. blood flowing in the midts of sunlight at 1045am in the morning... people are passing by come and go.. walking around with parents and their children going to school.. at that time no one will ever become suspicious of someone will ever get killed ... i know kuya ferdianand never anticipate it cause his just few meters away in front of a barangay outpost and a cctv camerA on a post centimeters away from him... this hitman really must do what he has to do no matter what... even if he got caught in a cctv or run after the barangay officials.. but the cctv is the only one who did its job.. the baragay officials of VP cruz? no idea where are they that exact time of killing and the countless numbers of people who get killed in that area was never been solve... why there are no such rules about this motorcycle ? tinted helmet? why no one have the courage to fight what they are fighting for? no one wants their area to be peaceful.. everybody was in danger.. kuya ferdinand shot to death 5 times 2 on his chest and 3 headshot.. in front of his wife ate cathy, son aragon 5 years old, and daughter aira 3 years old... cant discribe the trauma they have encountered... the nightmare that will forever haunt them... where is justice? sometimes i want to meet or know a hitman... what they do? their family how can they eat the food in their plate..if it is from the life of someone, a father, son and husband.. a friend and a god's servant... we are all in harm here in bicutan.. either wester lower or upper ... i dont feel any tranquility and comfort, i don't have trust to the authorities anymore there were killing,explosions , murders, accident, ... what is Mayor Lani Cayetano’s stand in all of this where is she? whats her plan? a feeling that starts in confusion, anger and then fear... i wonder if anyone can just buy a gun 45 caliber like over the counter.. to anyone anywhere... when im watching news before i have a vision that only strangers get killed or shot, not someone i know , or close to me.. but i came to realized how deeply the death of kuya ferdinand have cause us... he is so young .. 33 years old...

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

happy mothers po! namimiss na namin kayo tsa chita (Carmencita Abling ) and tsa gracia (Gracia Natividad)...
to tsa saleng (Rizalina Sajul) and tsa dulce( Dulce JAder) thanks po sa pag gabay!
sa aking pinakathe best na silid president nsa fans club ko, ang aking kapitana sa face to face, ang aking host sa personalan, si nanay yum yum yum.... sarap magluto po! iloveu nanay...... i may not say and shoW this to you everyday, but everyday im proud your my mother........  Thelma Sotto Sadiwa!